i feel those tumbledown burden,i see those fleeting pretty shooting stars,i taste all those bitterness i have to swallow,i percieve that its rusting inside my heart.i stood there meditating for a while,cuz i miss that red doll most when this kind of sound flood me...

 

 

来到teppanyaki的桌前发表,所有意愿所有需要...

 

今天久违天空彻底地放晴,欲将心中阴霾残渣一并驱散扫除.

如果自己再在心情上有个什么闪失,似乎也显得太不积极乐观,似乎也太不给面子.

那么就祥和过年,大口吃肉(酒就不大口喝了,容量实在有限).

感谢神灵,让我们还能围桌团聚...

再say a prayer,希望我那些暂时无法聚首的朋友可以早日返回,也希望自己的奶奶快些熬过这艰难的治疗期.

新年了,更祝福看到这些"幸福地无病呻吟的文字"的朋友们,新年里一切顺利.

 

所有意愿,所有需要,上天都会选择在今天进行听证.

大家赶紧的吧...

 

我不确定到底有多少次在自己的这些胡言乱语中提到过自己质量低下的睡眠.但是可以肯定的是这次是真的全面升级到彻彻底底的失眠.不完美的睡眠可以归咎到很多,比如之前提到过的热浪肆虐,看球丧志...而最近新近出的问题是,我始终不确定自己难以入眠的问题是由于日间神经绷得太紧,还是因为过厚的棉被和质量超群超标的保暖里衣作用于我的皮肤,让我觉得燥热难安引起的.不过如果将这些疑虑统统混淆打乱再一脚踹进我混沌的大脑,昨夜也许倒安生不少...

不要听信现在BGM歌曲中那些瞎白呼的字眼...鼓吹失眠为幸福的事情的在我看来十分的可耻.如果你在AM3:30被焦虑难安和由肠胃紊乱引起的气涨感受所包裹的话,我敢肯定失眠对于你来说都不是什么甜蜜的字眼.不管侧身,仰卧,匍睡,还是极为恶劣地用我两个好朋友泰迪熊或者趴趴熊的身体垫高枕头,心都似滑落肚底,需要打捞;胸都闷似被熊压,需要练个万佛朝宗;再加上断断续续的睡眠中那些梦魇的准时光顾...OMG...上天保佑让那些觉得失眠还真很小资的人都变成被渣土车碾压的牛粪...

 

一直想知道电台在全部24小时化以后在4:00到6:00会放些什么节目,或者是否还会有大活人在这个时间段做节目...结果发现都是怀旧金曲大放送时间.这不禁让我觉得自己之前想的问题都太傻了;楼下传来扫帚抚地的声音,这声音倒还算清脆.我知道那是扫到树叶或者纸屑了,但是这声音让我感觉糟糕极了.可敬的环卫工人起身为城市擦拭身子了,我却还在催促自己早些入眠;黑暗中一些小孩的咳嗽声传进耳朵...放心这不是什么blair witch project的情节.上次从KTV回家的路上看见这些年轻的莘莘学子们竟然5点就向校园进发...当时还甚是吃惊;不远的车站也传过来催发第一班班车的广播回响,楼下店铺的卷闸门被拉起的声音很是嚣张,似乎硬要重重的划出一道分明的黑夜和黎明之间的界限...合上双眼,寂静的黑暗中,听觉主宰一切...

 

柔软的枕头和暖和的被子统统变成冷色调的刑具.时间在残忍地被拉扯,扯得很长.长得不成样子.长得快被这黑夜吞噬.仿佛越是希望明天来临,明天越是会陷入深渊.cant talk,cant think,cant feel...偶尔冲出的的咳嗽让我觉得我还不是植物人.在这个始终需要贯彻尽兴精神的城市里,我知道就算不睡去,那些KTV里夜夜笙歌的人们,那些牌桌上口沫横飞的人们,那些CLUB里买醉装醉的人们,也会陪我守住这实际时长只有六七个小时的时间段.其实我不应该感到恐慌.但是当我甩开耳机,把和你的惯例般的短信拉力赛任意叫停的时候,我真的觉得我成了这个世界上的最后一个人.

 

其实陪不陪我聊过这个无敌长夜都一样...现在窗外的光源已经从无辜的路灯变成了蒙蒙亮的天空.小绵羊都数成了大灰狼,谢天谢地,我也总算有了些倦意.只是希望那些充满死亡意味的梦魇不再出没...

"想你到六点...",还好,总算这里面有句歌词比较写实.

 

 

 

太多的自我安慰会被成哑忍的累赘...

太多的盲目乐观会幻化为真实的拖累...

往日的及时行乐以及"今朝有酒今朝醉",都是现时的无言以对.

 

meg,meg,pls.带我去参观田纳纲那依湖而立的木屋.和着微风,唱一曲终会迎来阳光的民谣,驱散这蔓延的苦闷.

这个流火的7月以及微恙的心灵都需要一场及时雨.

 

 

 

十年前的今天,radiohead开始在世界范围内发布一种叫"ok computer"的病毒...

 

时间的微妙之处,其中之一在于它会让我们慢性自杀式的摧毁自身对于爱,对于信仰,对于这整个世界的直觉.然后又在一个不知名的还原点开始逐渐恢复所有一切已经模糊消逝的感觉.如此般周而复始,不厌其烦.我们平常所说的"喜怒无常"是不是也可以引证着时间诡异的流动线图呢?但是唯独在"ok computer"这张唱片面前,时间看上去像极了一个气急败坏的法力失效的二流大仙.任何时候启动这张唱片,我都只是那个10年前被这张唱片分摊过几滴眼泪的矫情青春期病人;这个世界也都必定要回到那个被"末世纪"流言中伤的悲情纪元.

 

已经无力再去赞许这张被N倍放大神化的唱片.大家可曾知道因为这张唱片让地球人民集体害上自溺症,而出现了抵制radiohead的声音?"ok computer"不再说一张简单的唱片那么简单,它俨然已经成了一种急速传播的传染疾病,一种一剂安心的疫苗,一种吞噬盲目乐天派的瘟疫.任何塞入唱片的上钩愿者,都会在不到一个小时的时间内,成为这场白色革命里的一个乖戾的例子.你也许希望在这场革命中,你就是那支浮荡在宇宙内的空气球,或者又希望那个偏执的机器人就是自己的化身,又或者开始怀疑是否曾经和思乡的外星人擦肩而过,或者你又很肯定的在内心高呼那个朝九晚五的可怜虫就是自己...每个人都颤抖地发现自己在这个虚拟世界里虚假的幻像.而回过头,只发现残败的真实世界里,yorke正用他那支害有眼疾的眼睛神一般的俯视着自己.不过也许yorke自己都只愿意在这张唱片里扮演一个唐吉柯德的悲情角色.

"fitter happier"中冰冷邪恶的机器人声宣读着催人奋进向上的句子,而背后发散过来的却是钢弦腐朽的钢琴鬼魅段落.符合着那构图惨白无序的封面,不禁让人犹如在头脑里开始自动播放起那些磨损失真的8毫米胶卷的杂乱影象.所有关于这首过场音效的臆想都让人在深夜里感到惶恐和无助.云烟般的欢娱,自欺式的完美,永远都抵达不了真实的彼岸.也许惟有依恃着这样声音,我才可以领取到些许的安全感?正如luke haines曾经直白地在唱片封面所宣称的那样,"art will save the world".那么yorke,一切先从打救我开始吧.

 

 

由极品音乐发起,并联合Music!,独立音地,花边下,逆音共同向广大音乐爱好者征集原创歌曲.
在这里,特别感谢《非音乐》杂志主编彭洪武的支持!并且提出了这次活动的宣传口号:"可以没有这个世界,但不能没有我们的声音."此次活动的优秀作品,将刊登在《非音乐》杂志中.

此次活动旨在推广国内原创独立音乐,让更多的人通过网络,听到真正的好音乐.互联网是现在乃至未来最有传播力的媒介,当一些粗俗的歌曲通过网络传播时,我们会为那些热爱音乐且真正懂得音乐的朋友感到可惜.所以,这次的活动,就是想结集优秀的独立原创作品,通过互联网,让更多的朋友听到优秀的声音.我们深知,我们想要结集的音乐类型很难响彻街头巷尾,我们也不需让它成为大众流行.但是,我们真诚的希望更多被埋没的好音乐找到属于它的听众.因此,如果你创作的歌曲独立性强,有自己的思想,我们非常欢迎参与到我们这次的征集活动,我们会为大家的音乐结集在网络上进行推广.

另外,我们这次活动为双向义务的.具体的说,所有参与征集活动的网站都不会向歌手,乐队索要任何报酬.同样,提供歌曲的歌手,乐队也完全得不到任何报酬.希望热爱独立原创音乐的人联合起来,为推广优秀的原创作品出一份力,让更多爱音乐的人听到优秀的音乐作品.希望大家能够理解且支持这次的征集活动.考虑到大多数独立制作的歌曲往往因为设备问题,很难有非常棒的效果.因此,在音质效果上,我们不强求多精
湛,贵在你在音乐中的真诚.所以,无论你是Post-Rock,Indie-Pop,Alternative Folk,Punk,Hip-Hop......只要你的音乐中有你独立的音乐方式及态度,我们统统欢迎.

如果你对我们的计划感兴趣,不妨一起来做这次的活动.
可以把你的DEMO通过E-MAIL附件给我们:indiebar@126.com(附件不要超过20M).
也可通过QQ或者MSN询问相关事宜:
QQ:377144599    MSN:iblueu@gmail.com
网络相关:
http://indiebar.blogbus.com 活动公告及部分作品的试听.
http://www.douban.com/group/indiebar/ 此次活动的豆瓣小组.
请尽量在邮件中附上歌曲的歌词和制作背景,制作人名单,还有你的联系方式(QQ/MSN).

最后,十分欢迎各网站,论坛,blog参与进来,一起宣传,为中国原创独立音乐的推广出一份力.十分感谢!

 

 

artist:rufus wainwright/Fauré Quartett
album:yellow lounge
label:deutsche grammophon
release:2007.5.25

 

 

 

 

 

The Fauré Quartet formed in 1995 at the Karlsruhe Conservatory of Music naming itself after the composer Gabriel Fauré out of affection for his two piano quartets. The quartet has rapidly developed from a successful up-and-coming ensemble into an exceptional piano quartet. Deutsche Gramophon recognised this when selecting the ensemble to make new recordings of the two Mozart Piano Quartets for the Mozart anniversary in 2006...

 

read more @ thier official site

 

click here to get a sneak peek of release the stars

 

怎么玩：There's a purple banner with 'listen again' written on it, underneath Ken Bruce's picture.
Select Monday's show and then fast forward in to an hour and 55 minutes. 2 hours is too far and is in the middle of the song. You have to listen to 'Afternoon Delight' first.

 

 

 

"I’m going to a town that has already been burnt down,
I’m going to a place that has already been disgraced,
I’m gonna see some folks who have already been let down,
I’m so tired of America

I’m gonna make it up for all of the Sunday times,
I’m gonna make it up for all of the nursery rhymes,
They never really seem to want to tell the truth,
I’m so tired of you, America

Making my own way home, ain’t gonna be alone,
I’ve got a life to lead, America
I’ve got a life to lead

Tell me, do you really think you go to hell for having love,
Tell me, enough of thinking everything that you’ve done is good,
I really need to know, after soaking the body of Jesus Christ in blood,
I’m so tired of America

I really need to know,
I may just never see you again, or might as well,
You took advantage of a world that loved you well,
I’m going to a town that has already been burnt down,
I’m so tired of you, America

Making my own way home, ain’t gonna be alone,
I’ve got a life to lead, America
I’ve got a life to lead,
I got a soul to feed,
I got a dream to heed,

And that’s all I need,
Making my own way home, ain’t gonna be alone,
I’m going to a town,
That has already been burnt down"

 

放心,我说的当然不是那帮老炮们又出新专集了.我说的是可是leah dizon这个混血"小妖精".这个实在是很容易扰乱大家心率的小妞,曾经让我一哥们许下“双手奉上一年血汗钱只为换取与其共享千金良宵”的惨烈誓言。今天在逛人家blog的时候居然看到她出唱片的信息，再一看release date竟是有些时日了.刚开始还以为只是前不久在日本发行的写真的deluxe edition,再定睛一看那四四方方的构图分明就是一张CD的cover.再看专集的title还真是越想越flirtting.处于好奇心找来音乐听了一会.恩,小妮子的声线表现都够几个水准(当然,不排除后期制作等人为因素).至少比我们国内一票女星更有模有样.不过话说回来,试想有了这样的cover和title,谁还会在乎她的那些制作班底以及到底音乐quality到底如何呢？

至少我那位还在热烈攒钱蓄锐的哥们不会在意的。他现在也许唯一的愿望就是成为那只黄色的大毛熊.瞧你那熊样!!!

Rufus Wainwright will release his fifth album, Release the Stars, on Geffen on May 15. Pet Shop Boys singer Neil Tennant executive produced the Want Two follow-up, which is Wainwright's first self-produced album. Producer Marius DeVries (David Bowie, Björk, Madonna, Melanie C) mixed the record, and it features contributions from Richard Thompson, Joan Wasser (Antony and the Johnsons), and actress Siân Phillips as well.

Tracklist:
01 Do I Disappoint You
02 Going to a Town
03 Tiergarten
04 Nobody's Off the Hook
05 Between My Legs
06 Rules and Regulations
07 I'm Not Ready to Love
08 Slideshow
09 Tulsa
10 Leaving for Paris
11 Sanssouci
12 Release the Stars

 

M,please accept my blessings.

and with all my sincere benediction.

 

'Can''t you see I have you Chump? Get me some viskey!' from 'The Great Ziegfeld,' 1936

'Sometimes you''re so beautiful it just gags me' from 'You Can''t Take It with You,' 1938

'Frankly, my dear, I don''t give a damn!' from 'Gone with the Wind,' 1939

'I''ll get you, my pretty, and your little dog, too!' from 'The Wizard of Oz,' 1939

'I''m asking you to marry me, you little fool' from 'Rebecca,' 1940

'Rosebud' from 'Citizen Kane,' 1941

'Here''s looking at you, kid' from 'Casablanca,' 1943

'No, a golf course is nothing but a pool room moved outdoors' from 'Going My Way,' 1944

'One''s too many an''a hundred''s not enough!' from 'The Lost Weekend,' 1945

'I''ve seen nothing. I should have stayed at home and found out what was really going on' from 'The Best Years of Our Lives,' 1946

'You don''t want much. You just want the moon. …with parsley!' from 'Gentleman''s Agreement,' 1947

'Frailty, thy name is woman!' from 'Hamlet,' 1948

'You throw money around like it was money' from 'All the King''s Men,' 1949

'All right, Mr. DeMille, I''m ready for my closeup' from 'Sunset Blvd.,'1950

'STELLA!' from 'A Streetcar Named Desire,' 1951

'Well, what am I? I''m a private no-class dogface. The way most civilians look at that, that''s two steps up from nothin''' from 'From Here to Eternity,' 1953

'I coulda had class. I coulda been a contender. I coulda been somebody, instead of a bum, which is what I am' from 'On the Waterfront,' 1954

'An Englishman never jokes about a wager, sir' from 'Around the World in 80 Days,' 1956

'All work and no play make Jack a dull boy' from 'The Bridge on the River Kwai,' 1957

'Such stupidity is without equal in the entire history of human relations' from 'Gigi,' 1958

'You can break a man''s skull. You can arrest him. You can throw him into a dungeon. But how do you control what''s up here? How do you fight an idea?' from 'Ben-Hur,' 1959

'When you''re in love with a married man, you shouldn''t wear mascara' from 'The Apartment,' 1960

'Come in, come in! We won''t bite you--till we know you better' from 'West Side Story,' 1961

'No prisoners! No prisoners!' from 'Lawrence of Arabia,' 1962

'It is widely held that too much wine will dull a man''s desire. Indeed it will, in a dull man' from 'Tom Jones,' 1963

'Gentlemen, you can''t fight in here. This is the War Room' from 'Dr. Strangelove,' 1964

'The Von Trapp children don''t play. They march' from 'The Sound of Music,' 1965

'Hope that was an empty bottle George! You can''t afford to waste good liquor, not on your salary!' from 'Who''s Afraid of Virginia Woolf?' 1966

'They call me MISTER Tibbs!' from 'In the Heat of the Night,' 1967

'What we''ve got here is failure to communicate' from 'Cool Hand Luke,' 1967

'Open the pod bay doors, HAL' from '2001: A Space Odyssey,' 1968

'Think you used enough dynamite there, Butch?' from 'Butch Cassidy and the Sundance Kid,' 1969

'I''m walking here! I''m walking here!' from 'Midnight Cowboy,' 1969

'We''re going to kick the hell out of him all the time and we''re going to go through him like crap through a goose!' from 'Patton,' 1970

'This is Doyle. I''m sittin'' on Frog One' from 'The French Connection,' 1971

'I''m gonna make him an offer he can''t refuse' from 'The Godfather,' 1972

'I love it when guys peel out' from 'American Graffiti,' 1973

'Well, to tell ya the truth, I lied a little' from 'Chinatown, 1974

'Hit me, Chief! I got the moves!' from 'One Flew over the Cuckoo''s Nest,' 1975

'Attica! Attica!' from 'Dog Day Afternoon,' 1975

'I''m as mad as hell and I''m not going to take this anymore!' from 'Network,' 1976

'Follow the money' from 'All the President’s Men,' 1976

'The Force is strong with this one!' from 'Star Wars,' 1977

'Stanley, ya see this? This is this. This ain''t something else. This is this. From now on, you''re on your own' from 'The Deer Hunter,' 1978

'The horror. The horror' from 'Apocalypse Now,' 1979

'I am not an animal. I am a human being. I am a man' from 'The Elephant Man,' 1980

'Wanna dance? Or would you rather just suck face?' from 'On Golden Pond,' 1981

'E.T. phone home,' from 'E.T. The Extra-Terrestrial,' 1982

'Who was the best pilot I ever saw? Well, uh, you''re lookin'' at ''im' from 'The Right Stuff,' 1983

'Wind in the hair! Lead in the pencil!' from 'Terms of Endearment,' 1983

'Do I ice ''er? Do I marry ''er?' from 'Prizzi''s Honor,' 1985

'Shut up! Shut up and take the pain! Take the pain!' from 'Platoon,' 1986

'Snap out of it!' from 'Moonstruck,' 1987

'Greed is good' from 'Wall Street,' 1987

'Ten minutes to Wapner' from 'Rain Man,' 1988

'If you build it, he will come' from 'Field of Dreams,' 1989

'In case I forget to tell you later, I had a really good time tonight' from 'Pretty Woman,' 1990

'Good evening, Clarice' from 'The Silence of the Lambs,' 1991

'You can''t handle the truth!' from 'A Few Good Men,' 1992

'The truth, Helen, is always the right answer' from 'Schindler''s List,' 1993

'My Momma always said ''Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you''re gonna get' from 'Forrest Gump,' 1994

'Show me the money!' from 'Jerry Maguire,' 1996

'You had me at hello' from 'Jerry Maguire,' 1996

'I''m the king of the world!' from 'Titanic,' 1997

'You make me want to be a better man' from 'As Good As It Gets,' 1997

'Off the record, on the QT, and very Hush-Hush' from 'L.A. Confidential,' 1997

'I am a dead man and buggered to boot' from 'Shakespeare in Love,' 1998

'Remember those posters that said ‘Today is the first day of the rest of your life?’ Well, that''s true of every day except one--the day you die' from 'American Beauty,' 1999

'My name is Gladiator' from 'Gladiator,' 2000

'Frodo!' from 'The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring,' 2001

'Give ''em the old razzle dazzle' from 'Chicago,' 2002

'You don''t throw a whole life away just ''cause it''s banged up a little' from 'Seabiscuit,' 2003

'Don''t jive me, man' from 'Ray,' 2004

'No, if anyone orders Merlot, I''m leaving' from 'Sideways,' 2004

'I wish I knew how to quit you' from 'Brokeback Mountain,' 2005

 

 

"Wainwright is busy working on his next album, tentatively titled Release the Stars. "I'm going to mix it in January and release it in the spring," he said. "I originally wanted it to be kind of bare, stripped down, and intimate. And it kind of became more dramatic. It's kind of huge, actually. It's kind of operatic. I produced it myself, so I went all-out a little bit."

Wainwright said that Joan Wasser (Joan as Police Woman) guests on the album, as does British actress Sian Phillips."

The name of the album, which will be released early next year, hasn’t been decided yet – but with the impression this afternoon has made, it will be one to look out for. The songs are as nonchalant as they are beautiful, there are very cheerful and very sad lyrics and Berlin features in several of them. One song is called "Sanssouci", another "Tiergarten", which sounds like „Tear garden” to American ears, and in „Going to a town” Wainwright sings, accompanied by changes in harmony that take you to ever more beautiful places, about a city that was once destroyed. It sounds prettier than ever.

likely tracks:

Low Grade Happiness
Between My Legs
Tulsa
Nobody's Off the Hook
Sanssouci
Tiergarten
Going to A Town
I'm Not Ready to Love
Katonah... ... 

glad to see this news...